THE CONCEPT OF EVOLVING

I'm going to talk about the difference between evolving and revolving.

In Medieval Europe people were taught to believe that the Sun and all its planets revolved around the earth and to think otherwise was blasphemous.

Then along came Copernicus who was a game changer eventually proving that it was the other way around.

I use this as a reference in order to describe the kind of person I am.

I'm not a "revolver" but rather an "evolver". Those who believe what they are taught to believe are "revolvers". They are your average individual stuck in the mold and influenced by the status quo. They believe everything the media dishes out to them. They watch the same TV shows, play the same video games, drive similar cars, listen to the same kind of music and live out their lives age appropriately.

People like this are stuck in a mold and rather than break it feel compelled to adhere to it religiously feeling that if they don't, they will not be socially accepted. They are like the ones in Medieval times who believed that everything revolved around them.

Interestingly enough, more advanced civilizations such as the Sumerians, Romans, Greeks and Chinese knew centuries beforehand that Copernicus was right.

When an individual evolves, he or she advances to new levels and accomplishes what revolvers are incapable of.

I, myself, left my previous job having been unsatisfied with working alongside revolvers. The stagnation became unbearable. The constriction was equally intolerable.

I sought employment in a career that allows me to be free of all that. I now am able to detach from the mainstream and focus on my physical enhancement no longer burdened by work woes.

I grow physically stronger and with such strength comes confidence.

I am no longer subject to scrutiny and thus free to evolve.

In the coming weeks, you will begin to see a stronger me. It will be evident in my stature as my physicality has already begun to transform.

I made a decision many years ago that I would refrain from subjecting myself to stress in my latter years due to its having an adverse affect on my ability to evolve.

Copernicus challenged mainstream thinking and proved himself to be an evolver. Those who chose not to believe him were the sad revolvers who believed in false prophecy and were controlled by the elite. The same runs true today of those fixated upon media hype. They will never evolve and always be like and do what society expects of them.

There is nothing more boring and unappealing as your "average Joe". He or she stands to go unrecognized in the vast maelstrom of humanity. Accepting what is and reluctant to change. Always following the crowd and never deviating the norm. The sad sad story of the "revolver". Going round and round in the wrong direction throughout eternity.

I am steadfast and determined to evolve. Great I will become undeterred by the mainstream. Watch me transform.

March 24, 2017

David S. Kanda 

THE CONCEPT OF MAINTAINING ETERNAL YOUTH

THE CONCEPT OF MAINTAINING ETERNAL YOUTH

As you can see from my e-mail address,
(cosmeticcrush@yahoo.com) I am totally into looking and being the best I can be. 

It all began when I was 25 years old and my
boyfriend at the time suggested I work out in order that it enhance our sex life. And it did! We broke up three years later, however, I continued to work out. 

After turning 30, I began supplementing my diet. It was the 80’s and everything was about imagery and appearance. I was living in Tokyo at the time and often frequented the international club scene. I was obsessed with looking good and that obsession became even stronger after
turning 40. In a way, it was to my advantage. 

I’m 46 now, but I am told I look ten years younger. Some people who are much
younger than I am are astonished when I tell them how old I really am. I guess it’s because I don’t think like a person my age, never
committed to a long term relationship with anyone, keep up with the trends, dress like a guy in his twenties, maintain a steady weight with absolutely no excess body fat, eat right and never cheat, stay out of the sun and live a regimented life style with minimal stress. All this is the key to eternal youth.

As a child, I was constantly teased and taunted. Sick of it all, I left the country at 18 breaking off all ties with America and spent eighteen years of my life in Japan hoping to escape it all. In a
way, I did. I had no family responsibilities, remained basically self reliant, for a time adopted the Japanese culture as my own and

became an entirely different individual. 

I was originally from New England but I have never returned. I now live in Hawaii. I know 

that if I keep doing what I’m doing now, I’ll probably still look forty when I’m sixty but somehow I think that’s messing with 

mortality. 

Can, will or am I already accepted by the Y-Gen? I may look and dress like them, but for certain, we don’t think alike. I don’t eat their food and I’m addicted to an array of supplements they can't even begin to comprehend. 

Is this normal or should I just go with the flow?

It's all so expensive and time consuming trying to keep up. Despite all this, the vanity and self satisfaction seem to make it all worthwhile. 

Afterall, when I tell a twenty something year old guy that I could be his father, he's like, "Dude. Are you alright? I don't think so. Maybe my older brother."

Vanity is addictive. I think all of us need to remember that staying healthy and looking our best is OK, but when it starts to dictate your entire existence, then there is a problem. 

In my case, I've never been faced with a life threatening crisis and family ties along with personal relationships mean nothing to me. Many people don't understand this. They think there have to be people and interaction in life in order for it to all be complete. 

It's not that I don't associate, it's just I don't let it come between me and my regimented lifestyle. Adequate sleep, proper supplementation and a designated meal plan come before a night out on the town. All that has [been there-done that] sort of thing. If you are going to sustain and maintain, as I call it, then you have to remember that doing everything right is the key to success. 

My new motto is "Reject Conventionalism". If you think it's possible, it can be accomplished. Just avoid getting sidetracked. 

I believe I'm on my way to becoming a beautiful Baby Boomer.

July 4, 2006

Revised on April 22, 2007

David S. Kanda 

A Message in June (1976)

Last night a silent wind changed its direction

And a glowing moon was extinguished by an ominous cloud

Memories of the day became an evening reflection

Of a dark landscape blanketed in a blackened shroud

The air became listless and still

And skies were cold and forbidden

The world belonged to another's will

That remained silent, sheltered and hidden

Quiet conversation in a stranger's room

Confirming the mysteries of long before

On the morning of the sixth in early June

Two people discuss a demon's lore

Like a servant's agreement to his king

One listens to his attractive dark friend

His voice like that a seducer would sing

Who has a wonderful message to send 

It speaks of lies that cajole our mind

And dreams of death that soon will come

It's in a dark room two people find

That friendship is a price to pay for some

Morning is observed in the brightness of the sky

One person stands and  then the other exits the room

A short and secret morning is about to die

And with it a slow death envelopes this month of June 

Now together two people must understand

That it is necessary to forget the past

Begin a new life and undivided stand

Among the people a shadow is cast

The Dead Are Impassive (1976)

If you are seduced to floors of gold

By strangers that possess your emotions

Then those that take your precious soul

Can captivate all inner devotions

You have forgotten the morals of life

To be with a lewd spirit of the night

That stabs you in the back with a knife

Ending the survival for which you fight

Then helplessly fall to the demon who awaits you

To gratify his feelings of wantonness forever

And this you cannot resist and undoubtedly do

Or else drown in the tears of a painful river  

Repentance (1977)

A silent snow blankets the ground

Where once you sat in meditative thought

And have you heard a distracting sound

That your unrivaled attention has caught

Or have you let it pass you by

To continue in the way you know is wrong

Teachers who follow soon to die

The era of dismay has been too long

Do you wish to live with the false kings

That garment their countenances with captivation

Jewels and trinkets that only fraud brings

To comfort you and to arouse fascination

And when the time comes to kneel and pray

Beg and ask for the mercy of your soul

To no avail you ask every night and day

Because now it is you that they loathe

But only fools stay where they must not remain

And so make your decision of falsification

That which you must do and state the claim

To fall down below your gods in damnation

An Understanding (1975)

As I walk in lowered motions

Praying to the gods I fear

Living on my patterned devotions

Contradictions are all I hear

Asking forgiveness for what is not wrong

And unable to see anything right

Something evil that is to be prolonged

In totally void and descriptive light

 

Must I bow my head and praise

The god I flatter with my lies

And if his spirit I do raise

Do others raise him to the skies

In his eyes abound enormous captivation

Something too beautiful to understand

And if I am to create a new nation

I must do it under his trusted hand

Perspective View (1977)

Have you seen the person and his friend

Who actually pretend to not be there

And greetings you hold but never send

To show him that you do not care

He has been standing on the wood

That is now dead and will not grow

And looking to where you once stood

Because there is something he must know

Curiosity has enveloped his mind

Holding the secret he will kill you for

And if that secret he should find

Your life is lost in forgotten lore

Let him take your pride and friend's face

And if captivated by what you see

Make the mistake that shall plague your race

Forever and until the end of eternity

Do not look back on what you have done

It is finished and shall never happen again

If you thought the ordeal was a lot of fun

Then there are places you have never been

See it in your own special way

And depict the memories in your mind

To see what they have to say

Maybe a hidden truth you will find

When everything is finished and complete

Walk away and forget all that touched you

The finger of evil has made its retreat

Now look at life from a perspective view